20 Stories - You are not alone.

You are Not Alone - Chapter Two

As she stood up that morning, the Creator spoke to her: 'You are not alone.'

Her life was often filled with people, although she felt completely alone most of the time. 

There are a lot of people in the world, all different types. Looking into the eyes of people you can see all sorts of things. Some people shine and sometimes when you look at certain people you will see exactly what is in their soul.  All souls are not the same and not everyone is trying to be in the light.

There was a  recent visitor to her farm, she had an unsettling feeling about the person who came to see her. As she looked into his eyes, she noticed a deep darkness flickering within them.He smiled at her as she was looking at his eyes, every word out of his mouth was so positive. She watched him and sensed that his personal practices were not in alignment with the Heavens, even though he claimed they were. She had always had a special kind of sight that allowed her to see through people's masks and into their true selves. It was a gift, but it also made her wary of those who might have ulterior motives.

When she looked at the person that came to visit her farm this past week, she saw the deep darkness within him. She had the kind of sight that noticed the dark flickers within someone eyes. He smiled at her as she was looking at his eyes, every word out of his mouth was so positive. She watched him and sensed that his personal practices were not in alignment with the Heavens, even though he claimed they were.

But the words, oh the words. Just like the mythical serpent in the garden that could twist dishonest words so elegantly. That is the way of the demons. They want you to doubt God, they want to disconnect you from the Creator’s heart.

Sleeping, she dreamed that he was a thief and he needed to go immediately from the house. The dream deeply stressed her because she was concerned about his welfare, doing the right thing, and not creating offense. But often with true and right acts they may not look true or right at times.

Demons get offended when you do not give them what they want to take from you. For many years she had felt bad if she angered the demons. They would just been sinister and do the things that demons do. This was one of the circles she disliked walking in. She knew there was the Way, the Dao, the path that would be in the light and was the truth.  Hanging out with demons, you often just go in circles.  Getting no where. 

Out loud she spoke to the Creator, “I apologize, I made a mistake. More mistakes than I can seem to count. I have been making friends with and trying to please demons for too many years of my life, consciously and sometimes not. I break all these agreements known and unknown. God, please help me, change my story, and heal my life. I renounce my poor choices and I break any contract I ever made by my words, feelings, or actions with demons in human forms.” She thought and added, “And any demons period ever in general. Thank you in Jesus’ name.” She prayed out loud. She was very serious. It was serious business.

She was so grateful that the Creator of the heavens and earth listened to children’s prayers when they broke contracts and ask for help. One by one she had been remaking her past to create a new future. She thought about the Kingdom of Heaven and wondered how she could experience peace.

Reality shivered and everything around her quickly dissolved. She was standing in an empty place. In front of her was a huge membrane enclosing a giant living fleshy sack, it seemed to breathe its own haunting as it moved in and out.  It was large, almost opaque, and rubbery with veins running through it. It was so thick you could barely see the small shadow of a small person inside. She sensed a part of her had been held there in a soul tie. She felt the cord restricting, binding her – in front of her the part of her that was trapped was frantically pushing against the walls trying to escape. 'I am alone in here; I am all alone. I am alone here'. She could hear a distant voice pleading to escape. She felt so alone so often.

The membrane’s walls were firm, they could barely be moved. They were heavy, living walls and they pressed downwards as she saw the small figure inside trying to escape the membrane. The little person inside pushed upwards with all her might. The membrane pulsated, and the small hands were pushed right back down.  She sensed that it knew she felt alone. She shivered.  She has been looking for this part of herself for a long time.

Immediately she felt the presence of God with her, “I have been looking for you.” 

She became one with her soul's fracture fracture inside the membrane. Octopus like cords bound her here. They were giant, and rubbery and felt impossible to escape. The feeling was complete and intense, she was almost fully submerged in it. A feeling was completely foreign to the feeling of inner peace, no wonder she felt unsettled. In her spirit she kept thanking the Creator. She perceived inside herself that this was what happens when you make an agreement to a person who is a demon, a soul tie. The demon tied their souls together in a very uncool way. Sometimes by not speaking up or staying on the path, you agree to be in a situation like this. 

“I renounce this, I do not want this in my life anymore!”, She said to the Creator.

She prayed for some time, and then just quit pushing the membrane and started thanking the Creator and the presence of the Creator manifested right were she was at. She continued using her little voice like a serious warrior and came out of agreement with being all chained up and unable to move freely. She just thanked God and continued to speak what she no longer wanted and what she did want in her life. She asked the Creator to help set her free. She refused to give up or give in. She knew that she had a lot of parts of herself to find. Her soul had been quite thoroughly broken. 

The giant octopus like cord wrapped around her waist keeping her stuck there, another tentacle bound her arm and wrist. In her minds eye she saw the moment the trauma occurred in her life.  Years ago, a person struck her violently on the jaw, a dark arrow had penetrated there, and in that moment of trauma the cord was created bound her demonically to her abuser. This part of her was caught deep within the membrane feeling entirely alone and helpless was still experiencing the trauma over and over every day she had been alive.

She cried out in desperation  'Contracts, I break any contract I had with abusive relationships”, she continued confessing and renouncing and declaring change for her life and refused to give into fear. She called on Yeshua, the Christ whose blood created a grace and protective shield that all the warriors in the realms understood. Nothing could overpower it. Yeshua was the Master in the universal realms, he was the living word that held everything together. Nothing could defeat him.

The cord around her wrist loosed suddenly and she was free. She felt this huge restraint come off her.  She breathed deeply, part of her feeling like it was the first breathe she had taken in years.  She exhaled. Then the cord that had bound her waist and kept her here tightly for years was loosed and let her go. Simultaneously a multitude of healings occurred spiritually and physically. Weights lifted. The presence of God was powerful, and she watched the demon connected to this place cast away with the force of a bullet being shot from a gun.

The hand of the Creator touched existence and the Creator spoke a blessing over her., “The original timing was returned to my life, and I was exactly where I was supposed to be. Double the good would come from my life.”She wept because she had felt she had wasted so much of her life all because of trying to please demons.

Being in the presence of God, once you have touched it, is somewhere you will always want to be. No doctor, no teacher, no medicine, no man, or woman can be this kind of love. Bones heal, bruises disappear, sickness leaves and sanity are restored. Like pure love and light, God knit her together. Every energy line in her body began correcting. Things reversed returned to normal. She exhaled. Exhausted and yet in the restoration of the presence her energy returned.

Hope manifested. She saw Yeshua had come. His hand reaching through the membrane like it did not exist. Inside her the fracture healed and then the membrane snapped off her body completely.

Suddenly, reality shook and shifted again and she was right back at the farm.  

Little the cat was standing there. Staring right at her. Little said to her, “This is how we treat demons.” She turned away from the demon man person with her tail in the air and started laughing while she walked away. 

There is no negotiation with demons.

Walk away laughing and do not look back.

The girl walked away from the demon man and rethought her whole life. She was not alone. She had confidence in the Creator. She was given a special plan in the presence of the Creator and Yeshua. She was a warrior, she could speak. She could just turn away, laughing and not let the demon trouble her life. She was not called to comfort demons.

Positive.

Don’t look back

Seek the solution

Trust god

With her thoughts and life in a new order she went like starlight, away with great boldness in her actions because she knew the Creator was with her. Because of that, that she was not alone her being smiled a huge inner smile and she was filled with joy. She spoke her truth in love and then turned, laughing and went about her day. Not looking back.  Not caring once if the demon man person did not agree with what she had to say.

Little and her walked away, smiling and went about their day. Not looking back. You are Not Alone. 20 Stories from the Book of Little

By Sarah A. Sherman